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Being in love.

Expectations

Whatever I do, I must not expect too high or too far. Anything can happen. So, by not expecting at all, I won't be disappointed.

Share The Love.

It is the happiest thing in the world to be able to share the love with someone important. It is important to stress that a relationship is all about appreciation and sharing the love you have for yourself with that special someone. It's not about receiving love and wanting to fill the empty hole in your heart. 

Sometimes, when I miss you, I would look at your pictures. Now, I sound like a stalker. Hahaha.

I take things quite intensely so any words that he share, I tend to interpret it as a love message. It may be not one but i prefer to keep it that way.

I must keep my expectation low so I won't get disappointed.

I must always forgive. By forgiving, only one can move on. It's not only for a relationship, its also for friendship, family and even pets.

I really hope this will last longer, if possible forever. Must try to make it work all the way. 

Wow.

Wow, when i just had the thought of you when i am reading my blog, you just had to suddenly appear from hangout. Wow. How am I going to forget you?

Love.

Love is kind, love is sweet,
Love is cruel and defeat.
Love is not only for couples,
Love is getting friends out of trouble.
Love is know when to let go,
Love is just to let it flow.
Love is me and Love is you,
Love is always something new. 

Sorry.

I am sorry I can't love you the way you did but I hope one day you will find someone who will.

Love

It is such a weird thing. It comes at the weirdest moments, took you by surprise, swept you off your feet, and you landed on your back with either an arm stretched or the cold hard floor waiting for you. It is true that people can leave without love. In this context, it means, love between 2 different, non-related individuals. Love between siblings and family members, pets and other non-existence things are different.

It hurts a lot when all you hear from the one is bla bla bla, this girl, bla bla bla, that girl, bla bla bla, i like her, bla bla bla. I feel like punching you in the guts but that will be impossible. I saw a post in Facebook by one of the animes. It hit really hard on me.

So, now you're going to hate me?

I wish I could. 

=]

what happened when u really cant let go of someone?

forget about him, move on, get on with ur life!!

dats what most people will say..

this few days i've been having this illness called love sickness...

a few sad songs here, a wonderful fairy tale will not cure anything...

weird huh?

so, what will be ur take?

forget about the past and move on?

or return back to the start?

Can You?

can you be my UHU glue?

can you be my cellophane tape?

can you be my tissue?

can you be my blog?

can you be my song?

can you be my diary?

can you be my teddy bear?

can you be my telephone?

can you be my ice cream?

i don't ask for much.......

can you?

...

sometimes emo songs does sooth a crying heart...

man, i so love secondhand serenade.. i hope i can actually see them in KL on the 11th of January but finals is near and i don't have transport up and im totally bankrupt.

might as well forget about it and concentrate on my studies...

cant u see that im in love with u?

all are in vain when nothing is clear..

so i will wash away my tears with the falling rain..

hoping only for the best for you..

p/s: wtf... emo!!! damn double personality of being a non-emo and a super-emo.. argh!!! i hate me!!

Its COMING!!! Its COMING!!

dun think too much.. its not some baby or whatsoever...

its COMIC FIESTA!!

think wrong, the title sounds wrong to u...

i cant wait to go there and enjoy myself, indulging images of cosplayers and figurines for sale..

i MUST get a Tony Tony Chopper plushie for myself... i want it so long alr... sobz sobz...

tomorrow i will be going up to KL already so i wont be blogging till the event is over.. please do wait till dat day to read my blog...

recently, our business project just finished, ended...

quite good sales..

thankz to all the team members and supporters that bought food and drinks from us..

we had a good team and the best week ever..

had a lot of fun selling and shouting at other groups..

it wasnt that much competition since it's only 5 groups selling..

pretty much people just walked by and im kinda pissed in dat..

u know saying a no thank u is very easy..

just smile, no thank u im fine or i just eaten thank u..

they wont hurt..

imagine u try to sell things to someone and they just walk past like u dun exist there...

ok i do that sometimes but after this project i learn to say no thank u or a small nod to acknowledge them dat im not interested...

so ppl, pls do not just walk past us.. we are human beings too..

to those that havent done the project, well, ima have to say that pls be patient coz a lot of patience are needed to complete this project.. it may look easy but it never is...

i finally just knew(i actually knew a long time ago about this but i just wanted to make sure of it) that i actually fall in love easily to guys that are close to me.. i mean they simply just talk very comfortably and i do feel the same.. friends are friends.. is just the feeling of something more..

im seriously confused...

i think im just desperate..

haha... time to concentrate on my studies and not care about this until im old enough..

maybe i would stay single and adopt a child.. might be cool...

haha...

ok then i couldnt type much coz everything in my head are all........CF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebye peeps..

see ya in 3 days or if im lucky enough to find a wifi to online, i will try to blog...

XDDDD

i think im falling into a puppy love... 0.0

having too much hopes and principles in life is hard...

in the end, i end up breaking some of them..

absentmindedly i typed his name in the login id column for maplestory..

is this what we call love or just coincidence...

nah.. coincidence..

What is Worst?

Getting ignored?

Mending a broken heart?

Rembering things that must be forgotten?

Loving someone u loved but did not love u back?

they may be emo...

but like it or not

life have to move on....

it may be the hardest journey ever...

but what are friends for?

the closest things are the one that is hard to get...

people tend to look too far, the most precious ones are the ones nearest/closest to the heart..

Enjoy~..

Yuna Ito - Ima Demo Aitai Yo feat SPONTANIA

Wasurenai yo anata wo zutto zutto

Modorenai yo you'll always be close to my heart ima demo

Haru no kaze ga fuki hanji, meru koroni wa

Ano toki ni mata

Atatakai kimochi de aru kitashitai

Itsumo kimi wa

Yasashiku, sasayaku mimi moto de

Nani mo iranai omo what's it tonight tada mori tai todo yuki

Kanji rukka senai de moko reijou

Koware sou na no don't play with my heart

Ima demo aitaiyo, itoshiku saseru yo

Ima demo kikoetekuru yo, ano love song

Koboreru namida wa hanabi dana yo

Shite yuku kaze to tomori

Memory

(I hear you calling)

(But I can't)

Sakunai no ni somerare taku kono machi de

Ima demo zutto

Tadori tsuita bashou wa anata no egao de

Osae kirenai

Afureru omoide taki shimete

Nani mo iranai akira merarenai itsu wari mo nai my heart is breaking

Kangae senai yo mou kore ijou

Kuzuru sa na no, you're stealing my heart

Ima demo aitaiyo, itoshiku saseru yo

Ima demo kikoetekuru yo, ano love song

Nagareru kisetsu ni yureru kokoro

Dakishimete aruku hitori

Cry for me

Kimi no sude wa na kirei

Yuwaretaku nai baby it's too late

Kizuku sate wasete kokoro mo odete ??

Sotto wo hanashite, (no way) teshiku naide

Baby

Aishiteru nara let me fly away

Ahhh~ yeah, yeah yeah babe, ahhh yeah

It's just too late

Ima demo aitaiyo, itoshiku saseru yo

Ima demo kikoetekuru yo, ano love song

Koboreru namida wa hanabi rano yo

Shite yuku kaze no tomori

Memory

I hear you cry, don't wanna say goodbye

Arigatou, aishite tayo

Translated version:

I won't ever forget you, ever

I can't go back

You'll always be close to my heart

Even now

About the time when the spring wind begins to blow

(Again at that time)

With a warm feeling I want to go out for a walk

(Always you)

Gentle, whispery at my ear

(I don't need anything, it's painful to my feelings, my feelings don't reach you)

I can't turn around anymore,

I seem to be broken

Don't play with my heart

Even now I want to see you

I want you to be tender

Even now it reaches my ear,

That love song

The tears I'm shedding are like flower petals

Along with the wind they fan out

Memories

I want to forget, but I can’t

In the town, which was dyed in a sakura colour

(Even now it's forever)

The place we finally arrived at, is your smile

(Beyond control)

I embrace my overflowing memories

(I can't say anything, I can't give up, I'm sincere, my heart is breakin')

I can't repeat it anymore

I seem to collapse

You're still in my heart

Even now I want to see you

I want you to be tender

Even now it reaches my ear,

That love song

My heart shakes as the seasons pass by

I embrace you who walks alone

Cry for me

(Without you I can't live)

I don't want to say it, but baby it’s too late already

(I want to snuggle you once again, come back to this place)

Let go of this hand

(No way)

Don't be nice

(Baby)

If you love me let me fly away

It’s just too late

Even now I want to see you

I want you to be tender

Even now it reaches my ear,

That love song

The tears I'm shedding are like flower petals

Along with the wind they fan out

Memories

I hear you cry, don’t wanna say goodbye

Thanks, I loved you...

Love..

Love can be like 4 seasons...

Love hurts like a blazing sun in summer..
Love heals like the blooming flower in spring...
Love can turn someone cold like winter...
Love can fall like leaves in autumn...