No More Tears

i have no more tears to shed even if i want to.. all i can do is stare ahead..

Its COMING!!! Its COMING!!

dun think too much.. its not some baby or whatsoever...

its COMIC FIESTA!!

think wrong, the title sounds wrong to u...

i cant wait to go there and enjoy myself, indulging images of cosplayers and figurines for sale..

i MUST get a Tony Tony Chopper plushie for myself... i want it so long alr... sobz sobz...

tomorrow i will be going up to KL already so i wont be blogging till the event is over.. please do wait till dat day to read my blog...

recently, our business project just finished, ended...

quite good sales..

thankz to all the team members and supporters that bought food and drinks from us..

we had a good team and the best week ever..

had a lot of fun selling and shouting at other groups..

it wasnt that much competition since it's only 5 groups selling..

pretty much people just walked by and im kinda pissed in dat..

u know saying a no thank u is very easy..

just smile, no thank u im fine or i just eaten thank u..

they wont hurt..

imagine u try to sell things to someone and they just walk past like u dun exist there...

ok i do that sometimes but after this project i learn to say no thank u or a small nod to acknowledge them dat im not interested...

so ppl, pls do not just walk past us.. we are human beings too..

to those that havent done the project, well, ima have to say that pls be patient coz a lot of patience are needed to complete this project.. it may look easy but it never is...

i finally just knew(i actually knew a long time ago about this but i just wanted to make sure of it) that i actually fall in love easily to guys that are close to me.. i mean they simply just talk very comfortably and i do feel the same.. friends are friends.. is just the feeling of something more..

im seriously confused...

i think im just desperate..

haha... time to concentrate on my studies and not care about this until im old enough..

maybe i would stay single and adopt a child.. might be cool...

haha...

ok then i couldnt type much coz everything in my head are all........CF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebye peeps..

see ya in 3 days or if im lucky enough to find a wifi to online, i will try to blog...

XDDDD

I Hope...

i hope i have this big red button on my friend's blog so that i can press it and force her to continue blogging...

I KNOW U ARE READING THIS, WEIX!!!

i miss her blog a lot... long long ones.. its nice to read.. XD

p/s: 6 more days to CF'10

pp/s: my outline done, next iu have to do my wonderful wonderful..... test and assignment.. 0.0 must finish before CF!!!

CF CF CF CF CF CF CF CF CF CF

I FREAKING CANT WAIT FOR COMIC FIESTA!!!

IM NEARLY NEGLECTING MY JOB AND ON FACEBOOK, BANKAI AND BLOG..

I KNOW ITS MY FAULT BUT ITS COMIC FIESTA!!

MY FIRST EVER BIGGEST EVENT IN MALAYSIA THAT I CAN GO!!!

so today's emo post is......

i finally found someone like me..

i mean as sensitive as me..

i will start thinking stupid stuffs when something small happened...

and so does him..

i will go on thinking about it until i cant even sleep at night..

so does him..

too bad people tend to have the same genes as anyone else sometimes so i will just think that all of these are only a coincidence..

CO-IN-CI-DENCE...

that went on well..

haha..

ok then.. bye bye blog world..

see u soon, readers...

XDDD

p/s:i can emo and happy together.. 0.0

Just Being Me..

sometimes it hurts to watch ur friend get hurts and u can't do anything about it..
especially if u like him..
all i can do now is just keep quiet and not say a thing that might hurt him even more..

y did i rant on blog when he is not even reading my blog?

well, that's the point..

i don't want him to know...

hope that e will be alright..

p/s: i have the tendency to say 'fuck' in every sentence i say today.. emo?

While Waiting For Bankai To Go Back On~

so, while waiting for bankai to go back on like what my title say i might just blog...

today is a holiday (hooray!) and i get to go to KL with my family.. which was pretty awesome...

shopped at Midvalley and The Gardens.. let the picture explain...

lunch at Canton-I

the reason we go Canton-I.. the must-have egg tart!!

my dad, my sis

the food we had

my friend was talking about let her place snow... pls do make malaysia snow too..

lots and lots of snowglobe... too bad i can't find what i want..

since when did i open a french fries company?

it was a really nice trip... i enjoyed everything except the part where i got a headache and my foot hurts a lot from shopping..

lets go to the emo side of me..

people tend to say they would like to die early, end their misery in this life and all but have u ever wonder if ur death can cause even more misery to the world..

u might not me Miss or Mr Popular but u still have your parents..

so u can magine how sad they would be if u were to wish u die earlier..

live life to the fullest..

XDDDD

p/s: i bought a DKNY Fresh Blossom that i wanted for a long time already.. am aiming for Dior Addict 2.. the promoter sprayed it at my hand and all around her.. it smells awesome...

i think im falling into a puppy love... 0.0

having too much hopes and principles in life is hard...

in the end, i end up breaking some of them..

absentmindedly i typed his name in the login id column for maplestory..

is this what we call love or just coincidence...

nah.. coincidence..

Post Number 100th!!

so my blog actually reached 100th!!

i thought this wouldn't survive till the number 50th or whatsoever...

glad that my blog actually is making its way...

what am i going to talk about my 100th post?

Harry Potter the 7th...

i mean the 7th movie...

thanks to Sakeenah an Sarah (i hope i get her name right) for taking me out after my miserable accounts paper to a nice supper and a Harry Potter movie in HBO..

awesome movie BTW...

they followed parts and bits of the book but not exactly from the book and it's still impressive...

a lot of parts are taken off but it's still following the flow of the story and everything..

im happy that the last Harry Potter movie is actually made like this...

now i can watch the part 2 in peace...

many had complaint about the ebding on the book that wasn't nice...

thy didn't want Ginny to be with Harry...

hmm..

i wouldn't want to say much about it but i find it alright...

Hermione and Ron made the best couple...

i really want to see their kids...

must be so damn cute..

hopefully i can pass my paper...

so that i can remain here in Melaka..

no in Cyber... =.=

p/s: i cant believe there is a picture for 100th post.. thanks to whoever u are..

pp/s: im addicted to the song Peacock by Katy Perry since i heard it for the first time.. hmm... must be weird...

XDDD

Facebook

i spent tooo much time on facebook already but not in front of my books..

i can't stand it without clicking on that home button refreshing the homepage again and again...

incredibly i can actually stay 2 hours on facebook...

people said facebook is getting more and more boring but i dun think so...

well, since i can actually spent so long time in front of it.. haha...

updating stupid stuffs and reading posts from people is fun but maybe im just plain desperate for attention....

i need to control myself...

test is coming up and im still in facebook...

i better stop or else facebook will do this to me..

not forgetting maplestory....

too too too much time on maple...

nearly 20 hours on maple during my midterm break last week..

i did not sleep the whole night because of that..

im DOOMED!!

I NEED TO STOP!!!!

p/s: all the talking but no actions... y am i criticizing myself??

I Don't Care..

im going to stay here and only here for my degree!!

i don't want to go all the way to cyber just because they did not provide the course i wanted here..

why must i go cyber when Muar is so near to Melaka?

why must i go all the way to Cyber when they provide this course only in June?

i can wait for 4 months just because i WANT TO STAY HERE...

it's so near to my hometown.. and also the food is nicer, cheaper...

i don't like wasting money on something i don't like..

might as well just go somewhere else like Sunway for example...

the creepy thing about this is that i MUST get first class as in 3.67..

that.. i can't do anything..

test is coming and look what im doing...

BLOGGING!!!

it's not wrong actually..

im just bored...

anyways, bankai have their whole server reset...

tonnes of people lost their mesos and rares... so, they quit..

why quit when it's only something that u can't even get in real life...

i know it's hard earn bla bla bla.. maybe im saying this because i dun even have much..

hey, i have lost 7 SE's also ok (implies to bankai people only, non-bankaian's sry it's hard to explain)

ok then that's all for today..

bye peeps...

XDDD

What is Worst?

Getting ignored?

Mending a broken heart?

Rembering things that must be forgotten?

Loving someone u loved but did not love u back?

they may be emo...

but like it or not

life have to move on....

it may be the hardest journey ever...

but what are friends for?

the closest things are the one that is hard to get...

people tend to look too far, the most precious ones are the ones nearest/closest to the heart..

After 2 Hours of Editing..

this is the result of my hard work for 2 hours....

couldn't sleep.. more to i DON'T WANT to sleep...

i made a small photo of all my char change in maple...

from the being a boy to a girl...

(is that hot pants?)

yes it is and i am glad that maple is not the real life....

im proud of my work although its not dat nice...

why?

because i didn use photoshop..

i suck at photoshop..

so i do this using.......

paint.net

unbelievable? believe it...

XDDD

I HATE Popular People...

its either they ignore u COMPLETELY!!!

or treat u as a spare tyre..

as in like oh, i have no friends.. ima find u soon... very nice thank u...

this applies to some people ONLY..

so if u think u are not one of them, please stay that way...

appreciate it~..

Enjoy~..

Yuna Ito - Ima Demo Aitai Yo feat SPONTANIA

Wasurenai yo anata wo zutto zutto

Modorenai yo you'll always be close to my heart ima demo

Haru no kaze ga fuki hanji, meru koroni wa

Ano toki ni mata

Atatakai kimochi de aru kitashitai

Itsumo kimi wa

Yasashiku, sasayaku mimi moto de

Nani mo iranai omo what's it tonight tada mori tai todo yuki

Kanji rukka senai de moko reijou

Koware sou na no don't play with my heart

Ima demo aitaiyo, itoshiku saseru yo

Ima demo kikoetekuru yo, ano love song

Koboreru namida wa hanabi dana yo

Shite yuku kaze to tomori

Memory

(I hear you calling)

(But I can't)

Sakunai no ni somerare taku kono machi de

Ima demo zutto

Tadori tsuita bashou wa anata no egao de

Osae kirenai

Afureru omoide taki shimete

Nani mo iranai akira merarenai itsu wari mo nai my heart is breaking

Kangae senai yo mou kore ijou

Kuzuru sa na no, you're stealing my heart

Ima demo aitaiyo, itoshiku saseru yo

Ima demo kikoetekuru yo, ano love song

Nagareru kisetsu ni yureru kokoro

Dakishimete aruku hitori

Cry for me

Kimi no sude wa na kirei

Yuwaretaku nai baby it's too late

Kizuku sate wasete kokoro mo odete ??

Sotto wo hanashite, (no way) teshiku naide

Baby

Aishiteru nara let me fly away

Ahhh~ yeah, yeah yeah babe, ahhh yeah

It's just too late

Ima demo aitaiyo, itoshiku saseru yo

Ima demo kikoetekuru yo, ano love song

Koboreru namida wa hanabi rano yo

Shite yuku kaze no tomori

Memory

I hear you cry, don't wanna say goodbye

Arigatou, aishite tayo

Translated version:

I won't ever forget you, ever

I can't go back

You'll always be close to my heart

Even now

About the time when the spring wind begins to blow

(Again at that time)

With a warm feeling I want to go out for a walk

(Always you)

Gentle, whispery at my ear

(I don't need anything, it's painful to my feelings, my feelings don't reach you)

I can't turn around anymore,

I seem to be broken

Don't play with my heart

Even now I want to see you

I want you to be tender

Even now it reaches my ear,

That love song

The tears I'm shedding are like flower petals

Along with the wind they fan out

Memories

I want to forget, but I can’t

In the town, which was dyed in a sakura colour

(Even now it's forever)

The place we finally arrived at, is your smile

(Beyond control)

I embrace my overflowing memories

(I can't say anything, I can't give up, I'm sincere, my heart is breakin')

I can't repeat it anymore

I seem to collapse

You're still in my heart

Even now I want to see you

I want you to be tender

Even now it reaches my ear,

That love song

My heart shakes as the seasons pass by

I embrace you who walks alone

Cry for me

(Without you I can't live)

I don't want to say it, but baby it’s too late already

(I want to snuggle you once again, come back to this place)

Let go of this hand

(No way)

Don't be nice

(Baby)

If you love me let me fly away

It’s just too late

Even now I want to see you

I want you to be tender

Even now it reaches my ear,

That love song

The tears I'm shedding are like flower petals

Along with the wind they fan out

Memories

I hear you cry, don’t wanna say goodbye

Thanks, I loved you...

Being Addicted Isn't Nice...

ok seriously addicted is not nice...

i am awake for the whole day..

no sleep at all...

just for what?

fun actually...

but still... my addiction to maple is really bad... i can play for hours and hours without any care in the whole world... well, except eating of course.. eating is more important.....

well, i met a nice friend...

though he is like 14, he sounded like 21...

kids nowadays... mature too fast.... remember the news of a 9 year old girl that got pregnant...

that is just wayyy to fast....

control your intake in food people...

avoid chicken wings... they inject those hormones through the wings... i try not to take chicken wings except if i must (this implies to my rule:don't waste food)

today i realise that im a no lifer..

i stick to the pc 24 hours...

i have very little experience and 'events' happening in my life....

please don't tell me to post funny and interesting stuffs from facebook.... haha...

so conclusion, my life sucks..

i should go out once in a while...

midterm coming anyway..

have to start studying...

k then bye people...

XDDDD

Holiday is What We Want and What We Need..

one week of holidays!!
yay!!
and y am i not happy?
due to the absence of someone? maybe.....
i miss my friends a lot!!! Wei Xien, Hui Yenn, Hui Ni, Shih Ying, YZ and so on and on and on....
i did visited them last friday... at lit class... oh how i miss lit class... sitting around chatting and doing assignments half heartedly(no offense)..

i think i need typing lessons now....
my typo error is too much...
makes me say smth that i dun meant to say..haha...

well, i watch the whole season4 of Bones during my last weekends when i got backto my hometown...
oh dam it.. wait.. is dat a molded bread on the table?
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EWWWWW!!!!!!!!!


i have to go clean dat up... post more things next time.. im not in the mood of typing now... i wonder y...

oh wait did i mention that my fingernail broke?

Im The Worst Failure Ever...

the most unluckiest day of my life....
i did not bring the key back...
i did not listen to anyone..
i got angry when im stressed...
i did the worst and the worst drama ever...
and all is because of me...
now T-Rex hates me...
did i mention that i HAVE TO RETYPE EVERYTHING AGAIN BECAUSE HE LEARNT TO CTRL+A AND DELETE ALL THE POST I JUST WRITTEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how mush worse can my life gets???

everyone did their best..
everyone tried to make it work...
but without a plan, how does one thing work?
dat plan was wat im suppose to do....

so im sorry guys...
all blames to me..
we dun have much time...
and i didn give them any....


p/s: sorry no smiley today... :(

Everyone will make the most important decision at least once in his/her lifetime... Soon, it will be my turn..

So.............

Life is unfair sometimes but what can we do?
how unfair can it be? check this out..
i have a quiz and test (due date: today)
i have drama and presentation (time:next week)
i'm hungry coz i dun feel like eating just now and i'm hungry now..
i thought that if i online a lot of my friends will online.. but none did.. 0.0

ok dat's all..
not dat its unfair or wat..
i just couldnt find another word to describe it...
i need my sleep damn it..
i have oni 5 hours of sleep and now my life is already cut short for 3 hours....
i hope i can take back dat 3 hours tonite!!
i don't want to die early!!!!
i still got too much things to do...

maybe im going to buy 2 hedgehogs and put at my melaka's house..
i've been asking my housemates and i don't think any of them actually minded...
haha..
i decided to call the male, Sonic and the female, Poke..

weird name but i got my reasons...
shhh.. ^.~

that;s all i have today..
enjoy the long weekends to all my Malaysians friends...
happy deepavali to all my friends....
see yo!!


XDDD

Busy Week...

it's gonna be a very very very busy week next wekk..
drama.. presentation.. project...
haizzz...
hopefully everything will go on well..

anyway.. since i haven blogging a long time alr....
because im damn busy...
i shall talk about.....
nothing...


ok bye c ya guys....
happy halloween...

smile dun sulk...


XDDD

Need You

I know its not your fault, but I’m? a locked door
Anytime I’m a mess by someone before
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys,?
None of them seem to fit
While your on the phone,
Call up the clocksmith,
Cuz I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit

Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time
I said I need you
I need you to understand, you, you, you
I need you to understand, you, you, you

I’m thinking now’s? the time,
Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle,
I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know,
And when you know, you know, you know
And when you know, you know, you know, you know
And that’s why I need time

I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)
I need you to understand (x4)
I need you (x3)
I need you, you, you

-travie mccoy-

Love..

Love can be like 4 seasons...

Love hurts like a blazing sun in summer..
Love heals like the blooming flower in spring...
Love can turn someone cold like winter...
Love can fall like leaves in autumn...

Im Scared..

hopefully the race i organize in maple will go on well..

Back To Old School~

it always give me goosebumps...
it always makes my day.. love it... always...
but if u watch lion king 1 1/2.. it kinda makes more 'sense'...

A Good Start..

MMU (Multimedia University) had started banning polystyrene a long time ago... hopefully this cause can go through out the nation and the world... ^^

The Girls Are Hawt~!!!!!

just a morning song...
i think eva will like this?

I Need My Sleep!!!

i seriously need my sleep..
im lacking of sleep and every hour that i didn use to sleep to complete my 8 hours is going to cut my life off..
seriously..
and i cant believe i woke up at 10 today...
just because im scared of my presentation...
u know the feeling of butterflies in ur tummy....
mine is like a herd of elephants in my black hole...
er... dat doesnt hurt..
i mean my tummy then...
lol...
im going to go back my hometown and enjoy my sleep as much aspossible to claim back the hours of dream...



XDDDDD

Going Emo Again...

I've been ignored a few thousand times.. (ok i as just exaggerating)
i hate being ignored its like saying hi!!! and u got no reply...
silence is all i get...
i dunno what did i do wrong or what did i actually did to u..
am i that annoying to the stage where i MUST be ignored??????!!!!!!!!!

i dunno what to say...
crap...
crap..
crap...
shit...
shit..
shit...


p/s: maybe i shud quit to make them happy?
pp/s: on second thought, why shud i?
ppp/s: it is NOT about u, Jessica and u too, Victor.....

Comic Fiesta is Coming!!!

cant wait for it....
my first ever biggest event!!!!
that i will attend..
not the time yet to volunteer in but my dear friend afiq said its fun i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeee~~~~~

What You See Isn't Always What You Get..

the title explains it all..

don't judge a book by its cover..

Think Again..

if u think u know me well, think again..
pls do not run so far when i come to the point where u dint know me at all...

i maybe the last person to trust
i maybe the last person to make friends with you
i maybe the last person on ur list of friends
i maybe the last person u hope i can talk to u
i maybe the last person u can depend on
but i will definitely be the last person to leave ur side as a friend..

p/s: y i write so susah when that guy so damn fucking emo wont be reading this?
pp/s: im just an idiot..

OH NO... Addictive!!!

Like A Good Boy..

Bad Sad Hard Feelings..

today is Joash Wee's birthday!!!
he must be happily up there celebrating..
lucky him...
haha..

did the cat just jerk when he sleeps?
kyahahaha....

its hard to let this feelings go..
they may not be a very close family to me...
but they are close friends to me..
i still couldn't accept all that happens..
my friend say that one day this may happen gain and again so just let it go and leave on..
i thought letting go is easy but its so hard...
maybe its just me refusing to take it in and live with it....
haizz...
hopefully i can have a friend that can help me forget these...

ok then..
dats all...
love you all readers...
muaxx muaxx....

p/s: im back for the week only... next weekend going back to hometown again...
pp/s:no smiley today.. no feel to put...
ppp/s: happy birthday again, joash!!!!

The Toughest and The Hardest...

gem: diamond
word: sorry
question: can u be mine forever?

so hard yet still achievable....
im just talking crap...
anyway....
bye bye...

no blog update for 2 days...

p/s: TRex looks like that.. sometimes... doesnt work with me.... NOOO....

XDDD

You Might Not Know The Ones Who Actually Love You...

Stranger


Turn Around
Turn Around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection
I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

I'm confident
But I can't pretend I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me
I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hopeing that you could see
Take a look at me so you can see

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
[x4]

Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are

I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight

You call me a stranger
You say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger

-Secondhand Serenade

Simple but Beautiful..

Just The Way You Are

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

-Bruno Mars

Im A Stalker....

WHY am I looking at your profile every time I am in facebook??? FML


How can I get you out of my mind?

Everything Will Go Back To Normal.....

definitely....
hopefully that all will be back to normal excpet for those that cannot be mended forever...

MS is getting boring and boring i dunno wat to do there....
walk around..
cant find anyone to talk to...
maybe the time difference with my friends or just plain lazy to on...
so currently, its my 2nd day in new new new semmm....
new books.... @.@
new classmates... =.= lawyers..
new assignments.... *faints*
new presentations... *faints*
new lecturer... ^^
new subjects... @.@

the first day i entered the Moral Studies class and my eyes just @.@
shyt... no chairs.. no tables.. all taken..
shyt.. all PL group (law students)...
how to do assignments and presentations ah?
luckily, got other PM students...
haizz....
relieve a bit....
i knew only one girl from PL that's all...
im dead...

later got another class at 6...
11 to 6 gap... @.@
wonder wat will happen again...
the lecturer scaring us with assignments, projects, dramas, presentations???
i couldnt take it like this if she continues saying more...
i dunno wat to do with my project....
hmmmmmmm....

ok la.. gtg...
wan take my nap first...
get a little rest before my next class.......


p/s: first days aren't always the best.. maybe next week will be better....



XDDDDD

Damn Water...

wat is this water that keep flowing out of my eyes?
why cant i wash it away?
why couldn't it stop?
why does it hurts inside not outside?

friendship found in games never stand a chance..
friendship found in school some won't last...
friendship found in the heart last forever...

im too sensitive..
can u understand it?
i feel everything...
can u accept it??

i kept it inside for too long it's going to burst...
will u be there to hold the bucket for me?
will u be the one who pats my head when im down?
will u be there by my side?


haizz.....

3 Days of Boredom...

3 days no internet....
3 days...
3 damn long days...
3 damn freaking long days.....

seriously...
i dunno how i can survive till now...
few more episodes of anime always helps..
one piece teman me the whole time...
haha...
a little bit more than i can finish watching...
take longer than usual...
hehe....

it hurts when u hurt someone else..
ever had that feeling?
either a stranger or ur closest relative...
maybe that is why i have always been cautious and cause even more damage to myself instead of others..
i cant move on without forgiving myself...
can u teach me how?


p/s: before i end this... here is a little smth....

Why

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

-SecondHand Serenade

Fun Holiday!!!!!

since i started playing BankaiStory i never get a chance to actually rebirth and get new friends...
after a week there, now i have nice friends from a lot of places..
there is a GM from Klang, Selangor..
thankz to him i get to rebirth more than 10 times...
community and GM, admin and players all are quite friendly except for a small remark on me being a noob.. sad..

anyway.. holiday is going to be over soon..
i won't be able to update my blog often so bear with me..
no more emo remarks anymore...
so either keep it to myself or just forget it...

just wan to add smth..
my housemates are the best!!!
they accompany u when u are down..
Lynn made me the best honey lemon drink to cure my sore throat... love u lynn!!!
Ali going to teach me more about dota....
Aaron always took out the rubbish...
TRex always scratch my leg and bite my hand....
and many more...
i cant list out all and dat can cause me a lot of time..

ok then...
nothing much to write this holiday..
did nothing unusual except playing Maple like 16/7...


p/s: going to watch Resident Evil.. at last!!!!


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Holiday Is Here!!!

holiday is here a long time ago but i just too busy to type my blog...
too busy trying out private servers after private servers....
all looks so tempting to me...
reminder: i play this after exam...
haha.......

so now im trying another new private server for maplestory..
so the download is done and all..
i shall see if its working o not...
well..

a very short blog for today...
thank you!!!!
c ya next sem, my malaccan friends!!!!


p/s: i hate it when i download smth and it didn even work.....



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Next UP!!!

im just totally bored because the private server is down..
i cant play a single thing so might as well update a blog since i have insomnia...
pretty bad actually..
i can't sleep till 6 am in the morning...
wtf???????????????????????????????

MapleStory

MapleStory (Korean: 메이플스토리) is a free of charge (with pay-to-play elements), 2D, side-scrolling massively multiplayer online role-playing game developed by the South Korean company Wizet. Several versions of the game are available for specific countries or regions, and each is published by various companies such as Wizet and Nexon. Although playing the game is free, character appearances and gameplay enhancements can be purchased from the "Cash Shop" using real money.

this is game is once again introduce by my same cousin.... some people may not agree with 2D types of online game where u move left and right only.. im fine with it as long as im happy... haha... Server, BankaiStory is found.... Played it... had fun... it's easy to get everything from maple weapons to rare scrolls.. play it and u will know..

The jobs in this game consists of 4 types... Adventurers, Knight of Cygnus, Aran and Evan.
Adventurers: Warrior, Thief/Rogue, Magician, Archer/Bowman, and Pirate
Knight of Cygnus: SoulMaster, Flame Wizard, Wind Breaker, Night Walker, and Striker
Aran
Evan

GameSpeed: Fast
CastingTime: Damn Fast
Accessibility: Good
Understandable: Easy
Pros: u dun have to worry where u have to go, its either left or right only.. a lot of jobs to choose from.. nice map design..
Cons: a lot of patches, cause lagging.. a little slow to lvl up.. use cash for nice things like pets..

Screenshots!!!

this is it...
another one of my fave that i cant resist to play... (have been playing for like 2 yrs after being hacked, depression mode)
Thank you for reading and have a nice day...

some good links for you:
MapleWiki
MapleStory
BankaiStory

p/s: hope u like it too...


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Ignorance Is Bliss?

exam finished today!!!
ended, the end, finish, habis, wan liao, die....
haha....
cant wait to go out and do lots of things...
next sem coming up...
must study hard!!!!!!

based on the title written above, i can conclude that ignorance is not bliss to the one experiencing it and vice versa....
being ignored is NO FUN!!!
no one answers u when u say smth...
no one talks to u..
no one looks at u or avoids eye contact...

my hypothesis for this theory is:
1. i say 'bye, people' to EVERYONE.... only ONE answers....
2. A: when want to go *****?
B: i going with other group of friends so we plan other days ok?
(After a few mins)
A: what to do ah? exam finish?
C: they going ***** lo...
A: B?
C: Yeah.. But i not going... (C is a good friend with B)
so, this means im not in the "group"? we are coursemates!! we are friends!! am i that annoying to u all?
3. i just feel it...

Reasons i give to keep this out of mind:
1. maybe they didn hear me... they thought its for someone else except for them... (this means they are not people?)
2. C is a good friend of B, so maybe it's other group of friends that i didn know... okok... acceptable...
3. this one i have no reason....


if i say anything wring, TELL ME!!!
if i do anything that offend u all, TELL ME!!!
if u dislike me, TELL ME!!!

that's all for today!!!
im going to enjoy watching my anime like no one cares...
love you all..
mUakzzz!!!


p/s: read this, spread this.... i dun like to backstab... wan to back stab, i can... but i just prefer to say it in ur face...

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The End..

Exam is coming to an end in another 17 hours..
i can't wait for that time..
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG....
im so damn scared..
i did pretty bad this year...
play and no study..
where got no worry???
if i have to resit papers, im going to bang my head against the wall..
i dun wan to see the same lecturer's face again...
damn lame ok....

there is nothing much that i can do because of this exam season..
most of the time rea-watching anime, One Piece..
i cannot avoid it..
it's damn addictive and now im still in episode 323...
still damn long...
current is 466..
when can i finish this ah??
heard that the manga artist took a month off..
wonder what he is doing...

this whole 2 weeks i can't go back Muar... sad..
i have exams, ok dun go back..
next week, my sis' exam..
who want to send me back ah???
haizz...
cant learn my driving so have to wait till the end of next (and the last) semester...

time flies so fast...
now, its the finals for 2nd semester and next month is the beginning of a new semester..
after that everyone disperse off to their respective degree courses...
im going to miss a lot of friends in Foundation...
we may meet on the walkway but it will never be the same as the time we spend in the hall together...

ok that's all before i get any emo-er....



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