Damn Water...

wat is this water that keep flowing out of my eyes?
why cant i wash it away?
why couldn't it stop?
why does it hurts inside not outside?

friendship found in games never stand a chance..
friendship found in school some won't last...
friendship found in the heart last forever...

im too sensitive..
can u understand it?
i feel everything...
can u accept it??

i kept it inside for too long it's going to burst...
will u be there to hold the bucket for me?
will u be the one who pats my head when im down?
will u be there by my side?


haizz.....

3 Days of Boredom...

3 days no internet....
3 days...
3 damn long days...
3 damn freaking long days.....

seriously...
i dunno how i can survive till now...
few more episodes of anime always helps..
one piece teman me the whole time...
haha...
a little bit more than i can finish watching...
take longer than usual...
hehe....

it hurts when u hurt someone else..
ever had that feeling?
either a stranger or ur closest relative...
maybe that is why i have always been cautious and cause even more damage to myself instead of others..
i cant move on without forgiving myself...
can u teach me how?


p/s: before i end this... here is a little smth....

Why

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

-SecondHand Serenade

Fun Holiday!!!!!

since i started playing BankaiStory i never get a chance to actually rebirth and get new friends...
after a week there, now i have nice friends from a lot of places..
there is a GM from Klang, Selangor..
thankz to him i get to rebirth more than 10 times...
community and GM, admin and players all are quite friendly except for a small remark on me being a noob.. sad..

anyway.. holiday is going to be over soon..
i won't be able to update my blog often so bear with me..
no more emo remarks anymore...
so either keep it to myself or just forget it...

just wan to add smth..
my housemates are the best!!!
they accompany u when u are down..
Lynn made me the best honey lemon drink to cure my sore throat... love u lynn!!!
Ali going to teach me more about dota....
Aaron always took out the rubbish...
TRex always scratch my leg and bite my hand....
and many more...
i cant list out all and dat can cause me a lot of time..

ok then...
nothing much to write this holiday..
did nothing unusual except playing Maple like 16/7...


p/s: going to watch Resident Evil.. at last!!!!


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Holiday Is Here!!!

holiday is here a long time ago but i just too busy to type my blog...
too busy trying out private servers after private servers....
all looks so tempting to me...
reminder: i play this after exam...
haha.......

so now im trying another new private server for maplestory..
so the download is done and all..
i shall see if its working o not...
well..

a very short blog for today...
thank you!!!!
c ya next sem, my malaccan friends!!!!


p/s: i hate it when i download smth and it didn even work.....



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Next UP!!!

im just totally bored because the private server is down..
i cant play a single thing so might as well update a blog since i have insomnia...
pretty bad actually..
i can't sleep till 6 am in the morning...
wtf???????????????????????????????

MapleStory

MapleStory (Korean: 메이플스토리) is a free of charge (with pay-to-play elements), 2D, side-scrolling massively multiplayer online role-playing game developed by the South Korean company Wizet. Several versions of the game are available for specific countries or regions, and each is published by various companies such as Wizet and Nexon. Although playing the game is free, character appearances and gameplay enhancements can be purchased from the "Cash Shop" using real money.

this is game is once again introduce by my same cousin.... some people may not agree with 2D types of online game where u move left and right only.. im fine with it as long as im happy... haha... Server, BankaiStory is found.... Played it... had fun... it's easy to get everything from maple weapons to rare scrolls.. play it and u will know..

The jobs in this game consists of 4 types... Adventurers, Knight of Cygnus, Aran and Evan.
Adventurers: Warrior, Thief/Rogue, Magician, Archer/Bowman, and Pirate
Knight of Cygnus: SoulMaster, Flame Wizard, Wind Breaker, Night Walker, and Striker
Aran
Evan

GameSpeed: Fast
CastingTime: Damn Fast
Accessibility: Good
Understandable: Easy
Pros: u dun have to worry where u have to go, its either left or right only.. a lot of jobs to choose from.. nice map design..
Cons: a lot of patches, cause lagging.. a little slow to lvl up.. use cash for nice things like pets..

Screenshots!!!

this is it...
another one of my fave that i cant resist to play... (have been playing for like 2 yrs after being hacked, depression mode)
Thank you for reading and have a nice day...

some good links for you:
MapleWiki
MapleStory
BankaiStory

p/s: hope u like it too...


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Ignorance Is Bliss?

exam finished today!!!
ended, the end, finish, habis, wan liao, die....
haha....
cant wait to go out and do lots of things...
next sem coming up...
must study hard!!!!!!

based on the title written above, i can conclude that ignorance is not bliss to the one experiencing it and vice versa....
being ignored is NO FUN!!!
no one answers u when u say smth...
no one talks to u..
no one looks at u or avoids eye contact...

my hypothesis for this theory is:
1. i say 'bye, people' to EVERYONE.... only ONE answers....
2. A: when want to go *****?
B: i going with other group of friends so we plan other days ok?
(After a few mins)
A: what to do ah? exam finish?
C: they going ***** lo...
A: B?
C: Yeah.. But i not going... (C is a good friend with B)
so, this means im not in the "group"? we are coursemates!! we are friends!! am i that annoying to u all?
3. i just feel it...

Reasons i give to keep this out of mind:
1. maybe they didn hear me... they thought its for someone else except for them... (this means they are not people?)
2. C is a good friend of B, so maybe it's other group of friends that i didn know... okok... acceptable...
3. this one i have no reason....


if i say anything wring, TELL ME!!!
if i do anything that offend u all, TELL ME!!!
if u dislike me, TELL ME!!!

that's all for today!!!
im going to enjoy watching my anime like no one cares...
love you all..
mUakzzz!!!


p/s: read this, spread this.... i dun like to backstab... wan to back stab, i can... but i just prefer to say it in ur face...

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The End..

Exam is coming to an end in another 17 hours..
i can't wait for that time..
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG....
im so damn scared..
i did pretty bad this year...
play and no study..
where got no worry???
if i have to resit papers, im going to bang my head against the wall..
i dun wan to see the same lecturer's face again...
damn lame ok....

there is nothing much that i can do because of this exam season..
most of the time rea-watching anime, One Piece..
i cannot avoid it..
it's damn addictive and now im still in episode 323...
still damn long...
current is 466..
when can i finish this ah??
heard that the manga artist took a month off..
wonder what he is doing...

this whole 2 weeks i can't go back Muar... sad..
i have exams, ok dun go back..
next week, my sis' exam..
who want to send me back ah???
haizz...
cant learn my driving so have to wait till the end of next (and the last) semester...

time flies so fast...
now, its the finals for 2nd semester and next month is the beginning of a new semester..
after that everyone disperse off to their respective degree courses...
im going to miss a lot of friends in Foundation...
we may meet on the walkway but it will never be the same as the time we spend in the hall together...

ok that's all before i get any emo-er....



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Jeng!!! Jeng!!!! Jeng!!!
My first ever Game Review!!!
Welcome welcome to gamers and non-gamers that will be influence by me today!!!
Now, let me just start with the first one....

Ragnarok Online

A quite old MMORPG(massively mulitiplayer online role-playing game) game created by Gravity.Co. Ltd based on a manga from Lee Myung-Jin. Ragnarok Online is originally from Korea. It became a free-to-play online game in 2007-2008 but it was a free trial game before. You have to pay to play.



This game was introduce to me by my cousins. i was only ten years old that time and did not have an IC so i tried their characters and found that it's quite fun.. this is my first ever online game.. Im trying to find good private server and found one, DreamerRO from my rriend. It may be old but it still lives in everyone..

The jobs available in RO but ninja, taekwon, gunslinger had joined the family in the newest addition..
GameSpeed: so-so
Casting Time : depending on ur job
Accessibility: so-so
Understandable: u have to read the guide first.. there is a lot to learn..
Pros: a lot of job choices, nice graphics, a lot of maps to explore
Cons: i hate leveling up if its slow, medium playerbase as more online games comes in.

Ragnarok Online 2 was actually once sponsored by Asiasoft.. I found it as a glimpse of hope for that old game to come back but it's not released.. only in Korea that RO2 is released..

Here are some of the many screenshots:








































































So there it is.. My number 1 online game that i want to share with you...
Enjoy ur day!!!
Happy Mooncake Festival!!!


A nice link for you to learn a little bit more about RO
Ragnarok Online
DreamerRo

Exam Fever....

well, exam fever is going to end soon...
another 3 more days and 2 papers...
today and saturday...
so i think typing my blog can let me destress for a while...

last night while i was nearly asleep i thought of something...
a new section in my blog...
it's called the Game Review...
what's the point playing all the games and not sharing it with others...
so either u r interested or not is up to u....
one day one game...
browser games, MMORPG games, MMO games, 2D, 3D and my comments on it...
thank you all...
tune in tmr to check it out....
or maybe later, after my 2.30 paper on Computer Applications...

wish me luck!


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If...

if u like a guy, but he doesn't like u... he treats u as a friend only..
and if a guy likes u, but u don't like him... he cannot be more than your friend...

what will u do?

i have been thinking the whole night because i can't sleep due to too-scared-of-tomorrow's paper symptom...
hmm..
not like it happen to me... haha.. just curious...
might happen to anyone guy or girl...
there will be one day in your whole entire life that u must make the most difficult decision that will change your life no matter which you choose..
so what are you going to do?

first paper finish so must continue on with 4 more papers...
so i need to bulk up because i think i might flunk my account's paper...
haizz....
didn study la...
padan muka me...

dat's all..
c ya next time!!!
will nt be able to update as much due to exam...
haha...


p/s: any shop providing laptop wash? my laptop damn dirty weh.....

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Nothing Can Change This!

stupid double personality..
i can be patient and hot tempered after that..
i can beat about the bush and straight forward after that..
i can be loyal, yet my minds think otherwise..
i can be stern but i can be push easily...
wat the hell is wrong with me?
nothing can change me but i couldn't even make a simple decision..
wat to eat for dinner ah?
i dunno.. rice or mee? western or eastern? pork or chicken?
wargh!!! i hate making decisions!!!!
i can give suggestion but never a decision...
others must decide for me...
this is a hard way to live this life..
am i lying to myself?
hmm...... i couldn't think of anything...
maybe im stil small...
yeah right small...

see! that always happen when i think...
i think people are thinking i am weird now...
i type what i think and i speak what i didn think...
so that's why i always stupid stuffs..

ok pardon me..

i need my rest and im going emo and staying at my malacca's house's kitchen with my faithful laptop and mi sedaap! for the whole week..

i think i might end up dying early or what if i continue this lifestyle... maybe even obese... oh shyt...

Utter Fail...

No Internet....

the whole holiday i have to bear with no internet and all.... 11 days of no facebook and of course, i couldn't update my blog..
exam is tomorrow, today actually at 9 am and im still blogging...
waiting for my large coke to come back.. hahah....

the whole exam week i am going to eat either lunch or dinner only..
study study study..
all last minute work..
tomorrow exam, today study..
i didn get A sure weird (translate from chinese)
2 papers on Monday
1 paper on Tuesday
1 paper on Wednesday
1 paper on Saturday...
saturday... i mean seriously.. exam on saturdays are not cool!!!
after that!!!
holidays!!!
going to a trip organized by my coursemates can't wait for it....

upcoming events that im waiting for:
AniManGaki
Comic Fiesta 2010
and other exciting events...

ok that's all then..
have to get some rest and do my best for today!!!
wish me luck!!


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How Long Have i Not Update This?

So damn long didn type as mad as last time will full emoness and all..
haha..
well, im back with more things to say..

one week plus to finals and im still watching one piece all over again from the beginning as in Episode 1 ( it reaches till episode 465 alr)
imagine how long i take to finish all..

20minutes per anime x 465
---------------------------------- = 155 hours = 6.4583333 days...
60 minutes

i haven minus the time i eat and facebook yet...

so, currently, i have a few things happening like this...
(let the photos explain)

Taylor's Lakeside Campus where the event is held..

My Favourite picture of them all...

This is the things i bought..

it turns out ok but need booths and cosplayers and PEOPLE.....
haha..
but i did enjoy myself as this is the first anime manga event i been.....
for more images on Asaban Festival check this link out...
Asaban 2010
Another Good View of Asaban

next, lets move on to this...
T-Rex... House Cat.. He is so cute......................................................... can't really take a picture of his size so... Im Sorry!!!
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Lets see... how about this?

This is not my main... Left: Me Right: Jessica Lee

Been playing RO private server for a while...
hehe..
so, add me if you know which server im using.. ^.~
OneChopper - my main (Assasin Cross)
Evil The Devil - my 2nd main (Rune Knight)
KissTheRain - Ranger (not yet Sniper T.T)
YukiSnow - High Priest (not yet Bishop T.T)
YukikoSan - High Wizard (not yet Warlock T.T)


That's all for now...
any inconvenience i apologize...
see ya back in Muar (hometown friends)
see ya in finals (melaka friends)

p/s:im evil....



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